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“I needed this.

2018 has been a year full of anguish, heartbreak, and fury for me. There were times where I’d cry until I fell asleep, only to wake up and start again. I had a several week lull where I felt like I was drowning in responsibilities and tasks. My response to this reality was to stare into the bright screen or technology or lie in bed until guilt dragged me out of the warmth of my blankets and my dog snuggled against me. My parents were concerned and irritated with my disconnectedness. I felt like I was pissing off my friends with some of my attempts at feigning being okay. Having a handle on all aspects of my life was feeling impossible…“

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